WARNING: fangirl moment

So I just finished Coffee Prince and am sad that I no longer have an excuse to stare at Gong Yoo. Since I am currently obsessing over asian dramas now I've decided to manifest my inner fangirl and make a list (yes like every other fangirl blogger) of my top azn drama actors. The difference is....... I dunno I'm black?

Gong Yoo

Due to his mandatory stent in Korea's military his appearance has changed....voila

(My reaction to this picture is slightly reminiscent of when I first saw a recent picture of Judd Nelson post watching Breakfast Club, major disappointment)

Matsumoto Jun

My crush on this overly manicured Japanese actor has gotten me a lot of slack from my friends. Yes, there are times at which he looks like a girl, but I've come to the conclusion that many Japanese male celebs are genderly ambiguous.... if that makes sense. 

You can find him in the J Dramas Kimi Wa Petto, Hana Yori Dango and Gokusen

Oguri Shun

I first saw him in Hana Kimi as this quiet, dark, athlete and then again in Hana Yori Dango as another quiet but, this time, uber rich elitist. I'm not sure if I'm the biggest fan of his but he's pretty funny in Gokusen as a blonde "thug". 

Currently he's playing a thug again in Crow Zero. I haven't seen it, but reviews say its pretty good. 

si. sono finito. mi dispiace per l'informazione "useless". ho dovuto to get it out della mia sistema. and that is my 2 years of italiano going to waste......whatever:)

life

Reflection on the love life. Fucked. My ex boyfriend is obsessed with what I did at 3 am with my suitemate in the middle of my all-nighter. First off we're not dating. Second, I don't fucking remember what happened considering I was so hopped up on caffeine and sugar. Third we're not dating. Fourth, he's fucking nuts. 

It seems, at least for me, that boys have reversed sex stereotypes. They are emotional, rash and completely jealous. The only girls I know like this usually suffer from some personality disorder prior to the relationship or have daddy problems (no offense). Maybe it's just boys. Maybe I need to find guys who are mentally as mature as me. Off to 30 year old men:)

korean dramas

So after wasting at least 50 hours of my life obsessing over Japanese dramas I've moved on to Korean. Not by choice, but I think I've watched all the slightly-less-than-ridiculous Japanese dramas, I mean they're all ridiculous, but the less over the top ones. I refuse to watch a tv show about a person's last month before having a life threatening operation. Refuse. I may be a sap, but I haven't gotten there yet. 

The one I'm watching now is called The First Shop of Coffee Prince. It's about a young girl who looks like a boy and the many men who think she's a boy. The assumed homo but actually hetero situations are quite funny. I guess I would recommend it, but good luck on finding a site that doesn't fuck up the audio-video sync. 

I might have a slight crush on one of the lead characters Choi Han Kyul. Hawt. OK, I'm done being a retarded middle school girl. Anywayz. New obsession. Next week, I probably will have finished the drama due to my insomnia. yay!

listening to:

Kimi Wa Petto OST by Bice

PS-before continuing with this blog, I should note that I am not Asian, I just happen to like their dramas and soundtrack music. Not that I would be offended to be called Asian. My friends think I look partially Asian and "act Asian" (whatever that means), but actually I'm just an anime nerd who happens to be addicted to Asian dramas and any soundtrack music..... And I used to date a Japanese guy. Coincidence. Pure coincidence:) AND proud to be one of the most ostracized races in the world. yay. 

Insomnia

My first blog post. I don't think anybody will actually ever read this. But in the slightest chance somebody does, welcome to my life. Sooner or later it'll become quite evident that I'm a huge nerd, I have an overactive sex drive (which I'm told is normal for a 20 year old), am secretly a vampire and when drunk am capable of complicating any situation. 

I would also like to pledge that I will be as honest as possible. Hopefully not too honest. Although before you venture any further I would like to note that I tend to be brutally honest and will always tell you too much information. Fuck, it's late. Fuck. I should sleep. Fuck 

Listening to-

The Submarines:You, Me and the Bourgeoisie